Sunday, November 1, 2009

b4 itz too late...

okay..we will be deleting tiz precious blog soon..
tiz blog was actually dedicated 4 me,jhdh n ren..
innocent for jihdh
lurv for ren
n heartz for era.

then we thought we wanted 2 gif someone a chance.(last chance)
but she threw it down the s'pore river...

to u ren..so far tat u haf been wif us..haf we ever made u cry??
did we hurt u??did we backstab u??did we betray u??
yes,,at 1st i was soo reluctant 2 accept u in my lyfe..in my frenship wif jhdh..i was afraid u wud rampas her from me..but then,,i made the effort to open my heart 4 someone new which is u..pernah tak bila kau mrajuk aku tak pujuk??aku n jhdh always try our bez 2 jaga hati korg sumer nie..tapi pernah tak korg terfikir??knp kita uat cam 2??pasal kita syg dgn korg..kita tknk hati korg terluka..but y izit hard 4 eu ppl 2 do the same thing??i n jhdh had been doing tat for as long as we cud rmber..i thought in frienship we muz undrstnd each other...

(u gals shud really read wat jhdh had post about frienship.really read wif mind n hearts open 2 really undrstnd wat she is really trying to say.)take ur tyme 2 undrstnd wat ur fren or shud i sae sister is feeling coz wen u realizeit..u haf hurt her..ur hope..the person who cares 4 eu..good frenz don't come easily..like i've sid b4..ppl say bez fren r hard 2 find tiz is bcoz the bez r already mine..ren n jhdh r jewels in my life..n i dun want 2 waste my tyme looking 4 stones coz 2 jewels r more than enough 2 shine the darkness of my life..

my frens noe tat i love them soo much..i keep the bad n happy memories..
i loved u liana..u were ones someone special 2 me..someone i use to not olie call best fren but also a sister..but u 4got all tat coz u found new frens like darwita n ashiq..siapa yg berdiri beside kau bila kau thgh ada crisis ngan setan??ngan bf2 kau??siapa??siapa yg tlong kau selesaikan masalah kau??who stood by u all tiz tyme??siapa yg stood up 4 eu wen u fought wif khai?siapa yg protectkau bila kau perlu kwn??but first n for most,,SIAPA KWAN KAU SELAMA INI?
kau lupa sumer 2..juz like tat..

ren..u haf seen all of the drama in our frenship..i hope u learn from it..n ren..dun take me n jhdh for granted..we love u but we still haf our prinsip..we learn alot after knowing liana..kita berbaik brtempat..kita mrh kerana ada alasan..kita da terima kau seadanya dan u r already 1 of us..kau pun tau yg dlm persahabatan era n jhdh,,every1 is equally important n we really care 4 each other..bila kita tegur satu sma lain kita try 2 listen more than talk..kita perbetulkan kesilapan dn cuba tak mengulanginya.kita mengalah bila perlu dan tegas apabila harus..kita ajak kau kluar coz kita nk bond ngan satu sma lain..kita bkan nk uat perkara2 yg tk btul..u haf 2 trust us..kita jaga kau..kau tau 2...

bila kluar,,kau kata kene balik b4 1..tat doesn't make sense at all ren..2 tell u the truth,,aku n jhdh nie pun bdk baik mcm kau..kita pun tak blh balik lmbt..mak bpk kita pun da educate kita pasal bende 2 sumer..but 1??wat do u expect from tat??kita da plan lama da nk g tngk wayang sama2..u agreed n last min u cancel..ther muz b sometin wrong..tngok wayang bkn lama sngt..u sae liana tk care..well i also can sae u dun bother too..aku n jhdh tersinggung taw..another thing..part yg after graduation thing 2..daes b4 tat kita da uat janji 2gether nk kluar haf lunch after the graduation...but then tiba2 on d dae u sae u cun..kene balik b4 1..wth was tat..u agreed b4 tat wat...u haf 2 do something bout tat or i dunnoe luh...if u haf 2 go home b4 1 then might as well u dun go out wif us kan...if u cun even make tyme 4 us then u haf no commitment in tiz frenship which shows u dun care at all juz like liana..

like i've said..asek2 me n jhdh haf 2 jaga hati korg..knp korg tk blh jadi mcm kita in terms of being frens..we treat each other with full respect n we dun hurt sesama sndri..kita trust frenship kita..we do things tat frens do..bez frens do..please..ren..u haf promise me tat bad things wun happen 2 me anymore in terms of frenship coz i had u..so please keep ur promise.u said i wun cry coz u wun make me cry like liana did 2 me..n i really wanna belive u..

i wnna keep tiz frenship..ERA JIHADAH N RENNY..
AI LOVE U GUYS..PLEASE HEAR ME OUT..LISTEN 2 MY SORROWS..
I NEED FRENS RITE NOW..I NEED MY SISTERS..
PLEASE..DUN MAKE ME SHADE MORE OF MY TEARS..

its not us, its u!

at last,my sec 4 yrs are over..d gd think is,,d one gd fren from sec 1 is still standing by me n our frenship is more stronger than ever.we always tynk tat ppl wanna break us up bcoz they r juz JEALOUS.they hurt wen they c us happy minding our own business n juz being happy n grateful to haf d bez of frenz anyone cud haf ask for.tat is wat i tynk n i noe is a fact.soo,,4 those ppl,i juz wanna tell eu tat none of u silly ass ppl will ever break us apart coz we noe the meaning of true friendship n we dun get fooled by fools like u ppl.so eu ppl get a life.

ok..now,,i wanna be as straight 4ward as i can b 1.maybe also sarcastic.if u feel u will terasa in anyway,,its either toooo bad 4 eu or u change 4 d better coz i dun tynk ur new frenz will appreciate ur foolish attitude of arrogants.i try 2 wanna talk face 2 face but some ppl r juz cowards n wouldn't do tat as they KNOW tat they r WRONG n GIULTY AS HELL..so tiz is the olie way..

i wanna ask something...izit sooo wrong to b nice ppl??izit?!!!izit wrong wen ppl like me n jhdh always haf 2 mengalah n gif way coz we dun wanna hurt other ppl's feeling..asek me n jhdah kene jaga hati korg yg tk tau pun nk menghargai 2.knp korg yg tk tau nk jaga hati kita??we r like sooo tired of u stupif fools!n let me tell u something!!i n jhdh had haf enough of ur stupid crap!!kita baik ngan kau,,kau pijak kepala kita..maybe we had been fooled n maybe stupid at tat tyme 2 even be fooled..but not anymore..we had enough of it already.

to liana(if eu ever read tiz)
the last tyme kita ajak kau kluar.u did not turn up.u woke up late.soo irreseponsible of u.if u even care u wud had atleast set an alarm clock in ur phone.then we want to settle things up soo everything will be okay.we walk from d interchange 2 ur house.wen we asked u to come down,u said u haf stomach ache.let me repeat something.WE WALKED FROM THE INTERCHANGE TO UR DAMN BLOCK!!!!!u blind or wat??the least u cud do is cme down n talk 4 awhile n if u feel more worse u cud go up.we wud haf sooooo undrstnd.but u didn't kan..wen we asked u for the 3rd tyme u said "please undrstnd me coz i haf stomach ache".FINE!for all i noe,u made tat up coz kau tak kuasa nk bbual ngan kita coz u tynk we r a waste of ur soo precious NOT tyme.wat?u tynk masa kita nie utk kau je ke.please ehk.we better spent more tyme with each other than goin after some ppl who does not appreciate at all..YES!!KAU TAK TAU MENGHARGAI KEBAIKKAN KITA!

then on the graduation day..u came wif ashiq.hmm m i surprised???guess not.if i can recall,,i told jhdh n ren tat u muz be comin wif ashiq..n i was sooo rite...lol..then u sat beside me tiba2 mrh2 n tengking2...kae..i was polite enough 2 not haf yelled at u infront of sooo many innocent n soo not innocent ppl..if mayb u n i cud recall,,the incident in class wher i shouted at u..wen i m angry,,i do things ppl dun tynk i cud n wud do.all i saed was "lets talk 2gether later wif jhdh n ren"then u said if u ppl da tknk kwn aku lg then let me go.muahahaha..u ting tong or wat??kita yg tknk ngan kau ke kau tknk ngan kita??dulu,,siapa buang siapa dulu??klau kita tak hingin kan kau lagi,,might as well kita tk ambik kau blik b4 tat kan..use ur brain luhh..k..movin on..pas everything da hbis,u juz went home..tk ada niat pun nk settle things..(tat was the 2nd chance we gave u but u ignored it_takpe2...later in the afternoon,we msg u through jhdh's hp..

u said tat "nyawa bpk era lg important ke dari nyawa pakcik aku"..kae..lets recap tat..if i'm not wrong luh,,u said u haf stomach ache..hmmm..tiba2 pakcik plak..mana satu??!!!!!!rmh pakcik lagi jauh dari bawah block kan..turun pun tak blh?haha..aniwaez.ape ade kene mengene ngan BAPAK aku???tkde org paksa kau bout visitin my dad kan??lgpun we did not go visit him..haish.then u also said yg kau actually nk turun but pasal ren kene balik cepat 2 pasal kau tk blh turun..pandai ehk kau manipulate org...kejap cam nie,jap cam 2..u noe tat u're a gd story teller..tapi too bad sumer bohong je luh..lol..kita srh kau trn bnyk kali n u made it clear 2 us u dun even care..so juz beat it ok..n btw,bila ur ex bf or mayb da jd bf balik dtg bwh bloock kau,,kau skit pun kau trun..knp ehk??like i've sid,,u dun even care.

klau kau frust,kita 10x frust!!
klau kau mrh.kita 10x mrh!!
klau kau tk kisah,we dun even bother 2 gif eu any chance anymore!!
klau kau rasa kita control kau,u haf been controlling us all tiz while!!
klau kau rasa kita pressure kau,i tynk u noe wat comes nex..

n how cud u sae "aku tkda ape2 issue ngan tong"
wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we gave eu d choice!!
u chose us on ur own willing!!kita tk paksa!!
n then u sae u haf no issue wif her??
soo ape??kau ader issue ngan kita??
siapa yg dulu paksa kau baik2 ngan si tong setan 2???
aku!!tapi pasal dier kita asek gadoh!!
kau tk ingat sumer 2!!kau buang aku mcm smpah!!
kau ni bagai kacang lupakan kulit!!

kau tau ckp org mcm2 tapi actually sama je ngan dorg!!
u r exactly like khai!!sama!!all the attitude!!
arrogant!!ego!!in him being in his "state" now is antara dia ngan Tuhan.
tapi kesalahan korg dgn antara manusia plk camner??
kau tau kan,,selagi manusia antara manusia tak settle..
akan dituntut oleh masing2 dlm kehidupan seterusnya..
klau aku dan jhdh tak dpt maafkn kesalahan kau selama ini..then c u in the nex life.
kau tau sndiri aku ngan jhdh jaga kau dgn baik..uwere like a part of us!!like family!!kita tk pernah hurt kau!!atleast we try not to.kita protect kau even from the ppl u tynk loves u but he actually uses u!!but u trust him mre!!sometymes frens r ryte.

u made me cry bnyak kali..aku sabar..jgn smpai org pulak yg bkin kau nangis..kau sndri pernah ckp kat aku yg kau takut nk uat org coz takut ngan karma.well..those ppl include me n jhdh 2..kita pun org..

n read tiz n pleaz fahamkan makne ayat ini!

1 dae u woke up n realize tat u haf lost something precious.
u lost the jewels in ur life.
u then realizes tat u haf been collecting stones.
kau tak tau nk bezakn mana intan dan mana kaca.
well..gd luck..if they ever hurt u..then i hope tat we were always there 4 u but not anymore..

u n us r notin anymore.farewell.

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