okay..we will be deleting tiz precious blog soon..
tiz blog was actually dedicated 4 me,jhdh n ren..
innocent for jihdh
lurv for ren
n heartz for era.
then we thought we wanted 2 gif someone a chance.(last chance)
but she threw it down the s'pore river...
to u ren..so far tat u haf been wif us..haf we ever made u cry??
did we hurt u??did we backstab u??did we betray u??
yes,,at 1st i was soo reluctant 2 accept u in my lyfe..in my frenship wif jhdh..i was afraid u wud rampas her from me..but then,,i made the effort to open my heart 4 someone new which is u..pernah tak bila kau mrajuk aku tak pujuk??aku n jhdh always try our bez 2 jaga hati korg sumer nie..tapi pernah tak korg terfikir??knp kita uat cam 2??pasal kita syg dgn korg..kita tknk hati korg terluka..but y izit hard 4 eu ppl 2 do the same thing??i n jhdh had been doing tat for as long as we cud rmber..i thought in frienship we muz undrstnd each other...
(u gals shud really read wat jhdh had post about frienship.really read wif mind n hearts open 2 really undrstnd wat she is really trying to say.)take ur tyme 2 undrstnd wat ur fren or shud i sae sister is feeling coz wen u realizeit..u haf hurt her..ur hope..the person who cares 4 eu..good frenz don't come easily..like i've sid b4..ppl say bez fren r hard 2 find tiz is bcoz the bez r already mine..ren n jhdh r jewels in my life..n i dun want 2 waste my tyme looking 4 stones coz 2 jewels r more than enough 2 shine the darkness of my life..
my frens noe tat i love them soo much..i keep the bad n happy memories..
i loved u liana..u were ones someone special 2 me..someone i use to not olie call best fren but also a sister..but u 4got all tat coz u found new frens like darwita n ashiq..siapa yg berdiri beside kau bila kau thgh ada crisis ngan setan??ngan bf2 kau??siapa??siapa yg tlong kau selesaikan masalah kau??who stood by u all tiz tyme??siapa yg stood up 4 eu wen u fought wif khai?siapa yg protectkau bila kau perlu kwn??but first n for most,,SIAPA KWAN KAU SELAMA INI?
kau lupa sumer 2..juz like tat..
ren..u haf seen all of the drama in our frenship..i hope u learn from it..n ren..dun take me n jhdh for granted..we love u but we still haf our prinsip..we learn alot after knowing liana..kita berbaik brtempat..kita mrh kerana ada alasan..kita da terima kau seadanya dan u r already 1 of us..kau pun tau yg dlm persahabatan era n jhdh,,every1 is equally important n we really care 4 each other..bila kita tegur satu sma lain kita try 2 listen more than talk..kita perbetulkan kesilapan dn cuba tak mengulanginya.kita mengalah bila perlu dan tegas apabila harus..kita ajak kau kluar coz kita nk bond ngan satu sma lain..kita bkan nk uat perkara2 yg tk btul..u haf 2 trust us..kita jaga kau..kau tau 2...
bila kluar,,kau kata kene balik b4 1..tat doesn't make sense at all ren..2 tell u the truth,,aku n jhdh nie pun bdk baik mcm kau..kita pun tak blh balik lmbt..mak bpk kita pun da educate kita pasal bende 2 sumer..but 1??wat do u expect from tat??kita da plan lama da nk g tngk wayang sama2..u agreed n last min u cancel..ther muz b sometin wrong..tngok wayang bkn lama sngt..u sae liana tk care..well i also can sae u dun bother too..aku n jhdh tersinggung taw..another thing..part yg after graduation thing 2..daes b4 tat kita da uat janji 2gether nk kluar haf lunch after the graduation...but then tiba2 on d dae u sae u cun..kene balik b4 1..wth was tat..u agreed b4 tat wat...u haf 2 do something bout tat or i dunnoe luh...if u haf 2 go home b4 1 then might as well u dun go out wif us kan...if u cun even make tyme 4 us then u haf no commitment in tiz frenship which shows u dun care at all juz like liana..
like i've said..asek2 me n jhdh haf 2 jaga hati korg..knp korg tk blh jadi mcm kita in terms of being frens..we treat each other with full respect n we dun hurt sesama sndri..kita trust frenship kita..we do things tat frens do..bez frens do..please..ren..u haf promise me tat bad things wun happen 2 me anymore in terms of frenship coz i had u..so please keep ur promise.u said i wun cry coz u wun make me cry like liana did 2 me..n i really wanna belive u..
i wnna keep tiz frenship..ERA JIHADAH N RENNY..
AI LOVE U GUYS..PLEASE HEAR ME OUT..LISTEN 2 MY SORROWS..
I NEED FRENS RITE NOW..I NEED MY SISTERS..
PLEASE..DUN MAKE ME SHADE MORE OF MY TEARS..